Will I ever be more to someone than the service i offer them?
Does my life have some greater meaning besides helping others meet their greatest potential?
I’m not sure.
I’m tired of being loved because it’s convenient
or because it makes sense.
I want to be loved in a way that makes no sense & has no walls.
It’s an injustice to the people I love but I just can’t help myself
I always want to help
but can never seem to help myself.
I want to bleed & bleed.
My dove, I’m so sorry,
I just wanted to feel you cared
